BE FREE

how? nothing special! grrr... i don't hang out with my friends. in fact, i was staying at library with my fake cousin doing research on our final year project from 10.30am till 3:00pm. then on sunday (which is today) i went to the photocopy center to photocopy books i needed. lol... budgeting, when u don't have money to buy the original version, this is what i do. ngehngeh! it was good our assignment is piling up now, since we all don't have money to hang out. so... thank God. we can forget about the fun of hanging out, and enjoy life on our way back to college/our resident, we took some photos... i told u i'm forever in love with my university's view. so green, and the sky so blue... i took these 3 pictures with my phone weird tree... idk what is the name of this flower. :) but it is white & cute.. seriously i'm in love with this flower. this version doesn't have much difference with the raw photo. i love the sky..  and these photos is...

i'm about to go to sleep. but as i open my facebook, i stressed out to see his name appear on my sidebar. like seriously, why do his name have to appear on each pages that is recommended? this is the shit i have to deal with everyday... ugh... he is not even online, his last update was about 5 days ago? i'm not so sure, and i don't want to open his profile. lol. i will tomorrow. :D and and... i guess he hide me, and he is hiding all his posts from me. he is not even mine, why in the world do i need to concern about this. huhuhu... but then, i remember he once posted that he want TM (telecommunication company here) to provide wireless, so that they don't hope for neighbor's internet. i was like, oh maybe he really can't update anything, or he just don't have time to do that. ugh... but still... i swear i'll be super sad if he hide me. he better unfriend me if it is like that. ok. fine.. enough with the drama. i'll just go to sleep now. and he a...

hello guys... how are you? hope u guys doing fine, i'm doing fine today. just a lil bit annoyed by some juniors act. it was funny at the same time. wanna know the story? i'll just tell u, since that is the highlight for today's journey of me. hohohoho well, me & my friends, sis diba & ain went to postgraduate to purchase the guideline on writing dissertation, worthy... u can use it like forever. then, after purchased we went to the bus stop, of course waiting for the bus, we need bus to go to the library. around 10am, more and more people come to the bus stop, here in our university, we usually end morning lecture at 10am. as we waiting for the bus, this girl, which i don't know who is she, she is totally a stranger for us. so this girl suddenly look at me and say " errr.. excuse me... " i was like yeah what? but i didn't say it out loud, i was just looking at her. so she continue asking " are u 1st year student? or 2nd year... or... 3rd yea...

second post for today... hai guys, meet again here. i can't think straight, headache, idk why all of sudden. thinking too much or get excited too much? huhu.. i'm not so sure. i attended my finance class at 2pm till 4pm. 2 hours of class, i'm not sleepy, not at all, but having headache, and each time i try to stand, i almost faint, swaying... i understand about the lecture, it is about financial statement component. though my head is almost explode to imagine all the examples he gave. i find it interesting, and quite challenging. because it involves number. number is my favourite, i mean, i like mathematics, i score mathematics the best ever since i was in my kindergarten till my matriculation program. huhuhu.. but i am totally failed in physics, idk why. /facepalm/ so i take biology as my major instead of calculating, that how i ended u with food now. but it's ok though, we have some calculation in my major, which is pretty much related to business... but it was seri...

i think i am seriously going crazy. omg... today is the election day, so we all ums student have to go to this specific area (we call it new dkp) to vote for people we like... on the other hand, after voting, we may get our card, which is given by our government, student will have a special discount at specific shop or even airlines. then... me & emily was there, since 9am, we line up... and unfortunately, the line where we both there, is the slowest line. so we both like, omg nagging till the end. luckily it is not that hot.. we both trolling all the way... comment about others and so. and suddenly, around 10am (we waited for more than 1 hour, thanks) guess i saw who... oyaji .. i saw him!! omg yes! i saw him, with helmet, and white shirt, and jeans. omg.. seriously he looks so handsome. i was like i even ignore what emily said, and respond to her coldly, not excited like before. but then, when he line up, i lost track of him. so i don't care about him anymore, continue...

guys i don't think i can wait till tomorrow to post about this. i was planning to hold it, more over i don't want to do any assumptions, because it is too weak. but i don't know, my heart is about to burst. i'm not even kidding. i seriously think that guy i like, u guys know who is he... i don't want to mention his name. he is egoistic! ok, i don't know why i say this. but seriously, he do. i think? lol. i'm ok with his name keep appearing on my facebook sidebar, like on the chat list, suggestion pages for me to like and so... even on my own profile, each time i view my own profile, his name will be in the featured friends of mine, leading me to open his profile. i view his profile everyday though... haha.. i always view, but rarely likes, and no comments drop. as long as i know he is doing well i'm ok... he cooks for his housemate ok, and i super like it. guys can cook is super hot!  hahaha... ok.. i said that i rarely like his activity right? and t...

yay.. thesis title is confirmed. at last... at first my supervisor keep rejecting the topics i propose. she said " pending... come again next time " i was like  seriously... i don't want! then, after some time, after my friends talk about their topic. i suggest her another one title, which is young adult's satisfaction regarding dining experience in casual dining restaurant in Tawau/Kota Kinabalu . now i don't know which place to suggest, tawau or kota kinabalu. hahaha... and i need to do draft out the proposal. presentation is around week 5, now is week 3. grrr.... let me die. i still have my practical presentation. then, i'm a secretary for my class, i need to do a lot of letter regarding our field trip. so.. many things to do see how dizzy am i with all the works lining up... i replied the comment on the wrong page (fivi's blog) lol... i was so stupid so confuse and... lagging i can't even commented it on the right page. sorry for my wrong.. too ...

there is something happen in me, like... i am no longer feel burden or having heartache whenever i think about  my ex-boyfriend and oyaji. do i get used to it? i suddenly have this kind of thought "i'm ok with this one sided love, and lets see how long this will last. love keep changing, people do change. and it's ok to like him, it's ok to be ignored by him. " well maybe i'm busy with my thesis? but still can think about him. how busy am i, it's ok. this is a good thing. well, i just change my font, hope this will be ok? hehe.. sorry for not realizing that the font i used was too small and too thin. heee... thanks for telling me that. now hope that u guys can read it with ease. yesterday i didn't go anywhere. pretty much like not go out and enjoy my weekend. i woke up at 9 am (late?), and text my friend, ask when we should go to inanam to take my thing posted from my hometown, they said 11am. so i get up... drinks some cold water, grab my towel, t...

oh... i know what to tell u for today, mr bloggie... well, today i don't have much class, only one minor class at 2pm till 4pm. before that i had meeting with my supervisor regarding to my final year project (or thesis). but then... something kinda hurt me happens today. not my feeling, more like my dignity? or faithfulness? idk how to explain, but here is the stories. after our minor class, i followed my friends to her house, to take her things, like printer, notes and so on. then... after that, since the 4 of us are hungry, we decided to go to any restaurant, to eat something ofcourse, as we ordered our food, and waiting for it to comes, we chit chatting... and suddenly, this one friend asked me why do i have 2 phones. i said, one is digi, one is celcom (the networks). she ask me again " what is that for? why? " so i told her " i don't really use digi, only contact emily and haj (my fake 'cousin')"... she kinda get what i said like... i have this...

lol, i don't really know what should i post, but still i wanted too. yesterday is wednesday, as i said, i'll go out with emily, to Karamunsing , pretty much like PC and gadget's mall. however, before go out, we both first go to the library to activate our student card, then go and " hunt " for some books that is useful. we keep searching, as we found one, we said " we are not going to share this to anyone ".. lol.. it doesn't mean that we both are "stingy" but, we just want to be competitive, since some of them aren't sharing info they know. so.. fair and square. we borrowed 5 books. do u want to see the books? i borrowed 5 books: 3 academic books, books that is related to my course, and another 2 books i borrowed is novel (smokin' seventeen) & motivation/self-improvement books.  then we both got stuck at library because outside was raining so heavily. so we just stay there online, trolling on facebook. lol. when rain is a...

today my class started at 11am till 1pm, and continue at 2pm till 4pm. it was fun, to have lecturers that know about our course, rather than we ourself, talking in front.. i mean, for the last 2 years of my studies, my lecturer always told us to find sources on internet and present about the topic she given to us, like seriously? do we pay thousands of fee per semester just for this? we are now in our final year, and yet we know nothing about our courses, pretty much like doesn't learn anything. but i hope for this semester, i can cover most of the part of my course and adapt to it. seriously i like this course because we actually can make money very easily. guess what? it is related to food... heee. it is food service , but our course was under the science stream, if we are under hospitality, i mean fully under hospitality, then it would be very nice. perfect... a jackpot. lol. kidding. it wasn't that easy to earn money. we all know that fact well after class, me and my fri...

i was actually holding myself from posting anything related to oyaji. if i don't, idk how much post do i have for today. and now i'm not going to let this distract me, more like ruined my life. i wanted to be happy. i just want to ignore what i felt about him and ignore things that can make me hate him. he once said " why hate when we can move on " he is true. well he said a lot of things that motivate me. i don't even know how to tell u guys one by one. but, yeah.. life doesn't stop at one point, it'll keep better if u experienced more or so... pretty much it's a lesson . he said... and i was thinking what happen now is also a lesson for me. that is what we call life. enough bout that i was on facebook, and i see this link shared/liked by my friend, it is about 4 new body shapes and types, so i clicked on it. as a person who major in food, i should know about this... at least. but it is more like to let me aware of things that is relate to health. i...