BE FREE

Would you stay just a little, my love? Would you sway just a little, my love? Cause the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up If you stay just a little that's enough It kills me as I lay awake at night Remembering the last kiss that we shared doesn't feel right Is it impossible for me to win this fight? Keep you a little longer in my life Would you stay just a little, my love? Would you sway just a little, my love? Cause the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up If you stay just a little that's enough Cause the hole the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up If you stay just a little If you stay just a little That's enough...

Remember when i thought i COULD NOT forget Y? Remember when u feel the heart ache when he shows zero interest? Remember all the silly dreams? lmao. ok STAPH. -___-' Hahahaha... Now, when someone asked me how is Mr Y? I was like... Hmmm who Mr Y? Y who? LOL. Fifi so lame. You thought your feeling could last longer. But NO . Who knows that one month in Sushi King KLCC could change everything. Now, I'm totally a different person. A person who loves sincerely without wanting him to stay here. Errr... i lied. I wanted him to stay here but... yeah things a bit difficult. Love is not difficult, but human are. Put that aside. I am completely happy to be with him. He is mean. mean. mean... mean... and mean... then silly. and sweet. and then bitter. :P but he care about me a lot. he understand me a lot. he knows what i want without me telling him. We both together for about hmm 5 months? yeah sure u guys will say only 5 months ofcourse everything is nice and sweet. But u couldn...

i dont even know what goes in my mind lately. the girls and b1a4 case pretty much gives me the clue about what kind of judgement i'll get once i reveal things i've done. all those sins. all the criticism all the insults i have to accept... but it's ok. never in my life i insult or judge other people for what they do. never do i talk about other people sins, cos i know i've done a lot more than them. i feel so sorry to my family. but... what's done is done. it's ok. i'll get over it by time... time will heal everything. it's ok to be hurt. i never regret my decision. he is the best thing happen in my life. i never regret knowing him. -___-=