BE FREE

lots of photos... mixed events... below photos was taken on 20th January 2013, last sunday. outing... more like food hunting. it was fun. and i love my aca-bitches... ofcourse not only the three of them are my aca-bitches, but i hang out with them in the most of the time. i don't have much friends tho in my university... at home before outing, we ate spaghetti as our breakfast. lol. so heavy. but.. yeah who care? no one... none of us care. but fyi, two of them are actually herbalife dieters. at town... we ate laska melaka as our lunch.. ate ice cream karamell almondo. home made and healthier version of ice-cream, less sweet, but yet so smooth and creamy. more over... it was so cheap. i'm having the one with choco rice on top. choco rice taste so good. i'm crying  while having this. lol. no. kidding. forever my favorite ice cream let me introduce you...  the lady in grey (with peace) is me, if u still don't know me. one with cardigan is my cousin (fake cou...

i will hit you guys soon... i'm so unmotivated to do blogwalking... not in the mood. sorry my dear readers  title wasn't supposed to be that terrible... and so uncreative (made this word). but... i just have to put it as a title, because i can't think anything better than that... or shorter than that. i am so not understand how and why would people on facebook read my statuses in a very wrong way. maybe my words are rude (but i don't think it is rude), like using bitches, fck, dumb, and what so ever... but that doesn't mean i'm trying to curse everyone on facebook. what the hell is going on with people. i'm not even talking about them, and they keep asking me... is that me? are u talking about me? like.... are u fucking kidding me? i don't... i fucking don't, because i don't fucking care about u, why would i waste my time talking about u? and when i said i stan a lot of dumbers, i actually called one of my fav kpop idols dumb on facebook. d...

in my very own opinion... i'm now a big girl... theoretically!! to be a practically big girl, i'll have to end this semester at least? or should i include next semester? i do think i should exclude because by doing next semester seriously... and hardworking-ly.. will help me become a big girl. what i mean by excluding it is that i should start my mission on next semester... oh... yes, i realize that i'm a bit late in this, but i just set my very first wish for 2013.. or is it second? because i once said or posted that... i hope 2013 will be better. i don't remember, memory loss because i'm getting older. let just not count that as a wish. it is lame... in fact sfm lame. /shrugs/ i'll not announce what is it about, because once i hit my keyboard to type that one freaking goddess word i'll get excited.. an excited atom ever in the world that it is so hard to return to its ground state. do i sounds like a chemist? lol... enough with that. i just hope tha...

i'm an introvert ... get to know me... by reading  10 myths about introverts  if you are that interested... who knows, u might be an introvert too guys... you can try to find out what are u here .. share it with me? the thing is.. i'm not weird as someone always claim that i'm a weirdo. but... you know... my life in 2013 is going pretty good. i just don't have the money to buy anything i want. and by buying anything i want is actually my happiness. pretty much like buy anything i want to eat. and my forever love ... i'm so damn in love with my desktop.. now guys... i need some sleep. been staying up all night to study finance... i'm tearing my eyes... but guys... am i the only one who recheck all replies i should do... and... actually go to that person blog, and track my own trace there to see whether or not i replied her already? i seems so forgetful... omg... 

i... actually haven't finish study yet. but... i have this one feeling that makes me feel i am so... not belong to my own life...  i feel like everything happens around me is... i actually don't give a damn fuck about people. i'm living in my own world. i don't care. the only reason why i think people still know me is because of my cousin. she keeps asking me to go here and there with her. thanks to her.  i don't know how to explain. but i hate my surroundings. even foods here make me sick. i have to think hard everyday just for one meal. yeah, i'm having a fucking meal per day. i lost my appetite. i don't know anymore. i'm so done. i don't gives my 100% attention to my exam. i sleeps, i don't study. i takes 10 minutes of study, more like copying notes onto a new paper. and then 30 minutes of search words game. 30 minutes of enjoying music videos, and so... i wasted time so much.  all i can think about is... how to earn money....

i'm having green milk tea & chocolate banana cake while typing this entry's title. yes... that happen in 2 hours ago. lol... hai guys. i've been so quiet these few days.. i don't have the motivation to blog. and i just submitted my chap one, two and three of my thesis on last thursday. and my final exam is starting on this coming friday, and i haven't start study. hoho... i don't know i'm so done with myself. procrastinate seems like my favorite habit for this semester. i mean, i am a last minute person before.. but i am extremely a very last minute person for this whole semester. report, assignments, thesis, proposal, study for exam, are all started officially 3 or 2 days before submission date. i am so dead... idk how to score for this semester anymore. i don't even know what am i studying for this semester. >,<' right after the submissions of my thesis... i go out. had mcD, my cousin treated me. she said she want to hang up instead o...