I am So Damn Curious

lol, i don't really know what should i post, but still i wanted too. yesterday is wednesday, as i said, i'll go out with emily, to Karamunsing, pretty much like PC and gadget's mall. however, before go out, we both first go to the library to activate our student card, then go and "hunt" for some books that is useful. we keep searching, as we found one, we said "we are not going to share this to anyone".. lol.. it doesn't mean that we both are "stingy" but, we just want to be competitive, since some of them aren't sharing info they know. so.. fair and square. we borrowed 5 books. do u want to see the books?

i borrowed 5 books: 3 academic books, books that is related to my course,
and another 2 books i borrowed is novel (smokin' seventeen) & motivation/self-improvement books. 

then we both got stuck at library because outside was raining so heavily. so we just stay there online, trolling on facebook. lol. when rain is about to stop, we both packed up and go to the bus stop, going to college first to drop our things and lunch. and.. after that, u know what, the bus to city got stuck also. damn i have to wait for more than 1 hour in such a bad weather. huhu.. it is still raining, and it was so cold, we both so sleepy, but still we have the energy to stare at people, make them think that we like him. we comment about students style and so on. haha... silly

we both arrived at karamunsing around 5pm. buy things we need, i bought a headphone. blue in color, no purple though. photo? later on. i was actually searching for black shoe for my laboratory, and also bag for me to use it while hanging out with friends, so i don't use backpack all the time. huhu.. but then, i end up purchasing a blouse. hahaha... photo? later on. ok, i know i'm annoying to keep repeating about the photo. sorry here comes the photos...

headphone that i bought... blue blue blue.

blouse i bought... it is actually in purple color, and the blouse is a see through blouse.
lol. bad taste? idk, but i like it. 

but i found something that i really curious about guess what? when i'm back, after taking shower, chit chatting with roommate, and so... i online, facebook and twitter ofcourse. and then i checked oyaji's facebook, i go to his profile. huhu. sorry guys, i just miss him. and i saw his check in places, he was at karamunsing too. and it was 5 hours ago. damn it... he was there, at karamunsing we both are in the same building. i was like "urghhhh... why"

shit... why we didn't bump into each other, err.. at least, why i didn't saw him? the things is, i always do hope i can see him no matter where i am, so my eyes will just "hunt" for his figure. like seriously, sometimes people can misunderstood me. but to think about it back, when i am in karamunsing, i never had a thought about him. honestly... i swear. huhu.

i was so curious, and impressed by God's planning. why is he there, why i didn't see him.. i keep asking myself until i fall asleep. huhu... i miss him. the last time i saw him was like 1 week ago? though we met, he saw me, i saw him, our eyes met for few seconds... and we both avoid that eye contact. i don't even have the guts to say hi. we pretend to not know each other and decided to talk to our friends and just line up to get some food. isn't that awkward? he is friendly, i mean, he would just say hi to someone he know. i know it... but why he doesn't say hi to me? why do he have to avoid me too? why? why? and why? he hate me? i must have done something horrible . huhu... that is why he avoid me. but our shirt on that day is matching, my little was so happy. but today i kinda curious? is that what we call fate? what is God's planning? i ask, but no one answer. i don't want to come out with assumption regarding this, but something keep whispering, making me keep thinking about him, and all the incident & thing happens. i am so damn curious. so i keep thinking.

on my way back from settling my subject registration. my system blocked me, so i go to the office to tell them not to block me. while putting gun on their head. hahaha.. jk... i like the view, the day was so bright today (thursday)

till now. see u guys in the next entry. bye guys. i'm going to sleep. i love u.