BE FREE

it feels like i wanted to talk about my crush. seriously, idk. why. all of sudden. i guess it is because of we bumped into each other last week. yeah, he is here. he looks so handsome in his blazer. he is so confident while walking, alone... and that confidence he have makes me fall for him even more. his face is shining. lol. i think we both looks kinda shocked. i am shocked, i questioned my self, why is he here? why? but then his face was like.. "eh... that's fiffy!" but then, he seems try to appear cool & calm. idk if it is just me or... he is. then, few seconds later, i am unconsciously wave at him, he just nod his head, and smile. i'm on my knee. lol. my heart beats so fast. i even trembling. i questioned myself, why do i wave at him? ==' fiffy u silly girl. then my fake cousin, she asked me, " who is that? ". i whisper... " that is oyaji.. i mean that yxxxxi. " and she gets all excited. even pulling my cardigan, said " why is h...

i think i am seriously going crazy. omg... today is the election day, so we all ums student have to go to this specific area (we call it new dkp) to vote for people we like... on the other hand, after voting, we may get our card, which is given by our government, student will have a special discount at specific shop or even airlines. then... me & emily was there, since 9am, we line up... and unfortunately, the line where we both there, is the slowest line. so we both like, omg nagging till the end. luckily it is not that hot.. we both trolling all the way... comment about others and so. and suddenly, around 10am (we waited for more than 1 hour, thanks) guess i saw who... oyaji .. i saw him!! omg yes! i saw him, with helmet, and white shirt, and jeans. omg.. seriously he looks so handsome. i was like i even ignore what emily said, and respond to her coldly, not excited like before. but then, when he line up, i lost track of him. so i don't care about him anymore, continue...

guys i don't think i can wait till tomorrow to post about this. i was planning to hold it, more over i don't want to do any assumptions, because it is too weak. but i don't know, my heart is about to burst. i'm not even kidding. i seriously think that guy i like, u guys know who is he... i don't want to mention his name. he is egoistic! ok, i don't know why i say this. but seriously, he do. i think? lol. i'm ok with his name keep appearing on my facebook sidebar, like on the chat list, suggestion pages for me to like and so... even on my own profile, each time i view my own profile, his name will be in the featured friends of mine, leading me to open his profile. i view his profile everyday though... haha.. i always view, but rarely likes, and no comments drop. as long as i know he is doing well i'm ok... he cooks for his housemate ok, and i super like it. guys can cook is super hot!  hahaha... ok.. i said that i rarely like his activity right? and t...

oh... i know what to tell u for today, mr bloggie... well, today i don't have much class, only one minor class at 2pm till 4pm. before that i had meeting with my supervisor regarding to my final year project (or thesis). but then... something kinda hurt me happens today. not my feeling, more like my dignity? or faithfulness? idk how to explain, but here is the stories. after our minor class, i followed my friends to her house, to take her things, like printer, notes and so on. then... after that, since the 4 of us are hungry, we decided to go to any restaurant, to eat something ofcourse, as we ordered our food, and waiting for it to comes, we chit chatting... and suddenly, this one friend asked me why do i have 2 phones. i said, one is digi, one is celcom (the networks). she ask me again " what is that for? why? " so i told her " i don't really use digi, only contact emily and haj (my fake 'cousin')"... she kinda get what i said like... i have this...

i'm a here... at my campus.. for almost 1 week. and i just bought a broadband for me, connection here wasn't really good, but yeah, it is my fourth year, my final year... internet is telling me to not be on the line as frequent as before. as i stated before, i just bought a broadband for me, today... and that means, i wasn't able to be online for these few days because i don't have internet. that is why i am late in replying some of ur message on my cbox, sorry for that.. and most important is, my challenge.. i am failed. huhu... let me forget about this first. since i started my campus life this week, i feel so excited, not because of the classes though, but because of my buddies that i haven't met for more than 6 months. i miss them so much. for the first day, my class was canceled. i am glad, to not have class on the first day of my campus life, my brain is still in its idle mode. i'm not ready yet. so, i waited for my friends at the school's foyer, bec...

smiling very sweetly. and that is my favorite teeth ever.... and he is my ultimate bias! a pointless post of mine. lol ( source )