BE FREE

yay! i just listen to jason mraz new song last night, i am so out of loop. i really love his song, the meaning especially. so tomorrow i'm off, going to meet my boyfie, and tonight i made another new skin. which really simple, and quite plain. idk if u will like it. so here it is... preview of the blockquote is like this... comment/critics/download here..

hehe... i spend some time on my blog layout today just because i don't want to sleep, and sleep a lil bit early instead, unlike the other days. i change my layout, and shared my previous layout on blogskin. if u guys want... just go and download. u guys can use it freely. it is not that pretty, but i really love the style. heee... download/comment/critics here i gotta say that heart please stay strong. because something really bad happen when i hold the counter at my practical place. RM50 of shortage which is fully caused by my stupid outlet manager, i'm not sure if that is my fault or his fault, because when i asked him did he void the transaction, he said yes. so i expect he already do it, but... no. he mad at me when one of the cashier there ask me how does it happen. he mad at me, he is totally rude to me at the moment. and i almost cry in front of him. but i try my best, i struggle really hard to not cry, and i afford to. and, he said, the two of us will pay for...

i miss my school, though it was suck, but i have my friends there. and at least, i was close to my family. and now, i am so far away from my family & some of my friends, but close to my boyfriend. which by meeting him, enough to make me feel like i am at home. idk, but that is what i feel when i see him, when we are on out date. my stress automatically disappear. but as soon as i go back to my home, it appear.. again. hurrr... i wish i am a doraemon. lol! i wish doraemon is true, and he is one of my friend. i want the door, so that i can go back to my family at no time. tehee~ i want the magic things in his pocket, so that i can do anything that i like. heee... just kidding, i knew that life is not that easy. it is just a fantasy of mine, nothing serious.

i love people who can make me laugh even when i dont want to smile. it is about 3am, but i still decided to blog... i wanted to. huu~ i'm not feeling really well since yesterday. flu please go away. i still have 8 days till my off day. aigoo... but it surprise me that i'm not really in my bad mood today, i mean, usually if my health is not in the conditions, my mood will automatically off. err.. it maybe because of d concerns i get from d staffs. eventhough not all of them are aware of my conditions. and the one that i thought doesn't care about me is actually worried. hee~ i am not close to this man actually. it is just i worked with him more often compare to others cooks, and i help him a lot.. well maybe? i guess. before he go back, he pat my shoulder told me don't forget to eat medicine & take care of myself. and so... i felt a lil bit happy. and then, d bro that i told u before, as usual he is d best in knowing when i am not in the good state or conditions. ...