today my class started at 11am till 1pm, and continue at 2pm till 4pm. it was fun, to have lecturers that know about our course, rather than we ourself, talking in front.. i mean, for the last 2 years of my studies, my lecturer always told us to find sources on internet and present about the topic she given to us, like seriously? do we pay thousands of fee per semester just for this? we are now in our final year, and yet we know nothing about our courses, pretty much like doesn't learn anything. but i hope for this semester, i can cover most of the part of my course and adapt to it. seriously i like this course because we actually can make money very easily. guess what? it is related to food... heee. it is food service, but our course was under the science stream, if we are under hospitality, i mean fully under hospitality, then it would be very nice. perfect... a jackpot. lol. kidding. it wasn't that easy to earn money. we all know that fact
well after class, me and my friends emily go and watch resident evil: retribution. not in 3d though, budget budget but still.. i really enjoy the movie, though some said it wasn't that good but... for me.. if that was alice, errr.. i mean milla, it is perfect. moreover... luther (i mean boris kodjoe, i never call him by his real name though... i call him luther all the time.. hahaha...) made an appearance there. i always do admire his arms. LOL. and leon's hair.... ok.. i like his hair. but still luther's arm win! when luther appear, i was like... his arms luckily the sound system was louder than my voice. hahaha, guy behind me can't even hear me. but the country thingy was cool... i like moscow the best! it was so beautiful, and the car was so cool (again) can't i just use cold? hahaha... lol. jk, i'm so retard today in other words, i'm happy
but, what makes me feel uncomfortable, i mean slightly uncomfortable is, why do my friends (not emily, the one i talk before here) can't seems to accept that my friendship with the others in our class is growing? why does it seems like it is a big sin for me to sit with them? honestly, i can think better if i sit with them, i mean i can concentrate more. it is not that i want to isolate myself from them. but since we are in our 4th year, i don't want to be a passive student anymore. it makes me sick for the past 2 years, and i don't want to repeat my mistake again, to sit with them, and they will talk to me, non stop! if it was the topic our lecturer talking about, then i can accept, but it wasn't related to it at all. huhu... i want to change. and i hope they'll understand me, and i hope they'll just join us, eventhough i know they don't really like emily.
i know the reason, u know why? because she can talk fluent english, with british ascent. isn't that sounds stupid? and plus, maybe her attitude, i mean, she is someone that is too straight forward.. and talk a lot. she doesn't like fake bitch. that's why people usually don't prefer to be with her. but i was with her for the entire 6 months during our internship, we faced the hardship almost together, get lost at that place, lost our money to some people we don't know. lol... what a good lesson for the both of us.
we've been through a lot. i don't like it when i wave at them, and they don't wave at me back i was like... fine.. fuck you then bitches. i'm sure they will talk something about me... that why i don't like malay's mentality. they are too narrow minded most of the times. they prefer to complain about it again and again, rather that take a move. but if it was about love, i'm sure everyone will keep complaining. myself too. but in case of upgrading myself, i mean to improve myself. i will, at any risk... huhu... i'm pretty sure i'm one of their topic when i'm not with them, because... because? that is what are they. i've been with them for 2 years. huhu... God please forgive me, it is not i forget my friend, but i want to change.
that is all for today. tomorrow i'm going out with emily again, will they hate me for this? i shouldn't mind about this. huhu... bye guys. let us be more friendly with each other here? because i won't talk about oyaji anymore. i decided to move on. seriously this time, but sometimes maybe? hehehe... real bye this time! see u soon.
well after class, me and my friends emily go and watch resident evil: retribution. not in 3d though, budget budget but still.. i really enjoy the movie, though some said it wasn't that good but... for me.. if that was alice, errr.. i mean milla, it is perfect. moreover... luther (i mean boris kodjoe, i never call him by his real name though... i call him luther all the time.. hahaha...) made an appearance there. i always do admire his arms. LOL. and leon's hair.... ok.. i like his hair. but still luther's arm win! when luther appear, i was like... his arms luckily the sound system was louder than my voice. hahaha, guy behind me can't even hear me. but the country thingy was cool... i like moscow the best! it was so beautiful, and the car was so cool (again) can't i just use cold? hahaha... lol. jk, i'm so retard today in other words, i'm happy
but, what makes me feel uncomfortable, i mean slightly uncomfortable is, why do my friends (not emily, the one i talk before here) can't seems to accept that my friendship with the others in our class is growing? why does it seems like it is a big sin for me to sit with them? honestly, i can think better if i sit with them, i mean i can concentrate more. it is not that i want to isolate myself from them. but since we are in our 4th year, i don't want to be a passive student anymore. it makes me sick for the past 2 years, and i don't want to repeat my mistake again, to sit with them, and they will talk to me, non stop! if it was the topic our lecturer talking about, then i can accept, but it wasn't related to it at all. huhu... i want to change. and i hope they'll understand me, and i hope they'll just join us, eventhough i know they don't really like emily.
i know the reason, u know why? because she can talk fluent english, with british ascent. isn't that sounds stupid? and plus, maybe her attitude, i mean, she is someone that is too straight forward.. and talk a lot. she doesn't like fake bitch. that's why people usually don't prefer to be with her. but i was with her for the entire 6 months during our internship, we faced the hardship almost together, get lost at that place, lost our money to some people we don't know. lol... what a good lesson for the both of us.
we've been through a lot. i don't like it when i wave at them, and they don't wave at me back i was like... fine.. fuck you then bitches. i'm sure they will talk something about me... that why i don't like malay's mentality. they are too narrow minded most of the times. they prefer to complain about it again and again, rather that take a move. but if it was about love, i'm sure everyone will keep complaining. myself too. but in case of upgrading myself, i mean to improve myself. i will, at any risk... huhu... i'm pretty sure i'm one of their topic when i'm not with them, because... because? that is what are they. i've been with them for 2 years. huhu... God please forgive me, it is not i forget my friend, but i want to change.
that is all for today. tomorrow i'm going out with emily again, will they hate me for this? i shouldn't mind about this. huhu... bye guys. let us be more friendly with each other here? because i won't talk about oyaji anymore. i decided to move on. seriously this time, but sometimes maybe? hehehe... real bye this time! see u soon.
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Now I am curious about Luther... idk him lol
Ugh, me wants to watch Resident evil: retribution too but I'm so broke right now. Huhu I need someone to sponsor me. HAHA jk
Lol use cold instead of cool? LOLOLOL Thats really funny. XD And you really sound so happy today. :) Really glad for you.
Wow. She has a british accent? Coolness. Although I prefer Australian accent, British accent is still super cool.
I hate those people/friends that talks about you behind your back. The reason why I don't make friends that much because I dont wanna experience having friends talking behind my back. Right now, i think it just happened. Guess you might wanna check my latest post that later will I post. ;3 Whoa, although I had a pretty bad day, I felt better after reading this post of yours . ^^ It somehow made me feel okay. :)