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apparently, thief and the goldfish is actually really remind me a lot of oyaji. haha. so i change. well in fact, the thief in the night song is actually about him.. the thief that come to my house, without a sound. withoug a warning... come and steal my heart. huhuhu.. it's a funny feeling i ever have. pfft! lyrics here . and the goldfish is obviously my favorite song... so.. i changed my link, i changed title....  你的世界 .. literally mean into your world. a song by exo-m. the most played song on my itunes. huhuhu... i love this song so much that i never feel bored, i have this on replay when i'm doing my works/tasks. well, i am actually moving on. i'm tired of the feelings i had. and i think it is time for me to go back to how i used to be. how crazy am i with kpop, with the idols. and so. haha.. whatever. i think it is better that way. until i'm ready to be serious with someone. lol. fiffy. what are u talking about. lol lol lol. i'm serious with yixing. haha... ph...

I am addicted to kpop, anime, j-drama, k-drama... isn't it obvious? i thought it is.  I am Malaysian, my mom is Chinese, my dad is Malay. Language i speak fluently: Chinese, Malay, English. Language i basically know: Korean & Japanese. I can read & write korean. Self-taught.  I still have another 1 semester then, i'm done with my study. lets hope that is how it will works I love novels & cute things. these two kind of things can be a very meaningful gifts for me. but never do i receive one. because no one ever celebrate my birthday and so. sounds lonely? nahh.. i'm not, because i am not someone who celebrate and wish others birthday. so... that why. i hate texting, gradually... after i know oyaji. well thanks to him.  i don't hate person, i pretend they die if i don't like them. and if i can still deal with it... u better be grateful, well at least, i pretend that u are alive and u are actually giving some effects to my life. haha. i have a very...

guys hello! i aware of me not being active here. been busy.. with life. haha.. today just submitted last assignment. however i still have my fyp to be submit next week. therefore... i will be on hiatus. lol.. just kidding. i don't even give a fuck. hahahahahahaha! i know i can do it in time. but... final exam is in the corner. and i'm dying. i don't even know what i've learn for these 14 weeks. so recently i fly to KL, for my mom graduation. and... attend Big Bad Wolf Book Sales too at The Mines. and seriously guys... the area of the sales was too large. the fact that i don't even round every single sections. but i manage to buy some books. like below. only some. i really bought a lot. so why is this post have 艺兴 (yixing) name as a title? lol don't ask. i don't even know. i was originally wanted to upload his gifs and introduce him to u guys... but... idk how to do it. i'm so awkward to myself. haha! sweetest smile ever... (vomit rainbow) ...

1) If someone says "Are you okay" you say? Goodbye, Ok by T-ara (lol) 2) How would you describe yourself? Talk Me Down by Westlife... confuse though.... 3) What do you like in a guy/girl? Don't Stop the Music by 2NE1, so whoever stop my music, i hate u. hahaha! 4) How do you feel today? 언제까지나, it means always by Park Boram (49 Days OST). what is that supposed to mean? 5) What is your life's purpose? Heart to Heart by 4minute.. oh yeah? 6) What's your motto? History by Exo-M. wut? i think it is ok? 7) What do your friends think of you? Shake it Up by Suju... wut????! (puke) 8) What do your parents think of you? No No by Westlife. why would they? 9) What do you think about very often? 머문다 (Daydream) by Suju. LOL.... is it? 10) What is 2+2? Really Really by Dalmatian. hahahaha... i never know that 2+2 is a really really. haha 11) What do you think of your bestfriend? 내가 제일 잘 나가 (I'm the Best) by 2NE1. they do. 12) What is your ...

i am so not in a good mood. i wanna flip my table, which is impossible. i wanna flip everything i saw. i am literally a wild boar now... inside. outside i was like... " hey hey look at me.. i'm so damn happy now. " i guess that is why he called me complicated. heuuuwww.. (¬_¬)ﾉ i am so unproductive today... i know... i know! u don't have to mention it. i know the fact that i keep saying i am busy. but today i am not. i am not... because.. err... just because i am not.. take it as a reason won't u? huh...（▼へ▼メ） a brief activities of mine today: off from bed... bath... online... spazzing zhang yixing a.k.a lay from exo-m... the whole day. since 1 pm till 5 pm. i'm on tumblr also on youtube. bitch please. i don't care what u think. i'm on twitter. not to forget facebook... i shared lots of meme. sarcasm.. and no one understand me. that is why i'm on tumblr & youtube with yixing. lol... /retarded/ i didn't take my lunch btw. great? h...

so emotional all of sudden. nothing that can make me happy. the wedding... i'm happy for my cousin, but i'm tired... at the same i got assignment that i need to complete before sunday.. which is yesterday. and i didn't do a thing. it's a group work, passing it on sunday just for the leader to compile the actual report. so... i don't contribute. in which i confirmed that they will talk about this. i told them i'll be busy as soon as i arrived at my hometown. it's my cousin wedding, and the whole family need to help him. it is quite impossible to help them. so.. i... i.. i don't know what to do. but... she doesn't help me though in previous assignment submission, letting me doing it alone... ALONE. at least she got a partner to do this. ok.. i am mad at her actually. but by not helping her in this assignment make me feel guilty, i didn't know how could they do the same thing to me without guilt. i just don't understand. and last night... i dr...

it feels like i wanted to talk about my crush. seriously, idk. why. all of sudden. i guess it is because of we bumped into each other last week. yeah, he is here. he looks so handsome in his blazer. he is so confident while walking, alone... and that confidence he have makes me fall for him even more. his face is shining. lol. i think we both looks kinda shocked. i am shocked, i questioned my self, why is he here? why? but then his face was like.. "eh... that's fiffy!" but then, he seems try to appear cool & calm. idk if it is just me or... he is. then, few seconds later, i am unconsciously wave at him, he just nod his head, and smile. i'm on my knee. lol. my heart beats so fast. i even trembling. i questioned myself, why do i wave at him? ==' fiffy u silly girl. then my fake cousin, she asked me, " who is that? ". i whisper... " that is oyaji.. i mean that yxxxxi. " and she gets all excited. even pulling my cardigan, said " why is h...

hello! haven't seen u in a week? now i guess, i'll just do weekly post. final exam is in the corner, me & my friends just fight over our minor assignments which is totally not our field, our major are something related to food, and minor is business. i know we can corporate it, but gosh... we got no time to find the application about what are we learning, most of the minor classes i found it boring, monotonous, and it wasted lots of my time. except for accounting and finance, because i really love something related to calculation. i am lucky because i presented my thesis proposal ( on saturday last week, right after our dinner ) and examiners are totally good to me. i mean, my friends said that the first presenter will always get all the ridiculous questions from examiners; something like getting shot by the examiners. but they are totally wrong. most of us, the first presenters get a very positive feed back, i was so happy that my supervisor told my fellow friends who al...