BE FREE

i love people who can make me laugh even when i dont want to smile. it is about 3am, but i still decided to blog... i wanted to. huu~ i'm not feeling really well since yesterday. flu please go away. i still have 8 days till my off day. aigoo... but it surprise me that i'm not really in my bad mood today, i mean, usually if my health is not in the conditions, my mood will automatically off. err.. it maybe because of d concerns i get from d staffs. eventhough not all of them are aware of my conditions. and the one that i thought doesn't care about me is actually worried. hee~ i am not close to this man actually. it is just i worked with him more often compare to others cooks, and i help him a lot.. well maybe? i guess. before he go back, he pat my shoulder told me don't forget to eat medicine & take care of myself. and so... i felt a lil bit happy. and then, d bro that i told u before, as usual he is d best in knowing when i am not in the good state or conditions. ...

hai peeps, its been a while since i visit my own blog. i late in reply all tags too. sorry for my late. especially for amy ... heee. she is always here. and claudia . for not replying here comment. thanks for the concern :) at least i know that my friends here are care about me. hee... and i am now ok. i can accept d way they talk bad about others, d way they pretend in front of each other, in fact they dont like each other. ok... i gotta say that they are all hypocrite. sometimes being hypocrite is a need. in my own case too... i need to pretend like there is nothing going on, and keep talking like usual. no matter how much i hate them, i still need to talk with them. in order to not hurting urself & enjoy working. one of d supervisor there told me that, u need to know how to handle peeps like that, it doesn't mean that if u hate them, u can ignore them. because u must not let that little thing screwing up ur life. so now i am ok. i am fully ok and know how to handle everythin...