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hai peeps, its been a while since i visit my own blog. i late in reply all tags too. sorry for my late. especially for amy ... heee. she is always here. and claudia . for not replying here comment. thanks for the concern :) at least i know that my friends here are care about me. hee... and i am now ok. i can accept d way they talk bad about others, d way they pretend in front of each other, in fact they dont like each other. ok... i gotta say that they are all hypocrite. sometimes being hypocrite is a need. in my own case too... i need to pretend like there is nothing going on, and keep talking like usual. no matter how much i hate them, i still need to talk with them. in order to not hurting urself & enjoy working. one of d supervisor there told me that, u need to know how to handle peeps like that, it doesn't mean that if u hate them, u can ignore them. because u must not let that little thing screwing up ur life. so now i am ok. i am fully ok and know how to handle everythin...

today, i feel so down, so tension and stressed out till i cried once i leave the outlet. i'm hating this place. i just hate it, i can't imagine if i need to stay longer at secret recipe. i just hate the staffs. not all, but some of them. i'm not the type of person to easily forget what people talk about me, especially bad talks. they should at least tell me nicely about what is wrong with my works and my attitude. idk, the others are good and ok with me, but why u guys not? i'm not sure myself. is it my problem or is that ur problem. even there are some part that i made things looks bad, they still can say it nicely. and now i start to questioned why u can't talk nicely to me? do u have problem with me? u hate me? i try my best not to be a cry baby, but i truly confess that i am not the type of person that can stand people talk bad about me. talk bad about me is something that already make me feel uneasy, plus it is in other language which i can't understand, bu...

happiness is what i found when i see him, comfortable is what i feel when i'm with him. today i am on my off day, and i met him! yeah! i feel so happy, so special, and i am totally high. i can't seems to forget today date. hihi~ idk why. maybe it is because we talk a lot, maybe we spend more time with each other this time, and we are more open this time. we play, and i am not even awkward clinging onto him. he even hold onto my shoulder while walking. i am more comfortable bringing him here and there. today i was actually accompanying my friend to hospital to check her blood. so me & my boyfie decided to meet, even for a while, as long as i can see him & talk to him. it was my request because i miss him so much since our last date. like really really miss him. i miss his smell, his voice & everything. we met... and he follow us, we try to search for the clinic together, but unfortunately clinic can't help my friend to check her blood, because it need more ...

another 2 weeks, then i'll move from secret recipe to the other outlet. idk, i was happy and sad at the same time. sad because i'm not sure if i can meet them again after this. some of them may stop working there. some of them may move to the other place. some of them may get a better job. idk, i do think i should take all their contact number, at least their facebook for me to always keep them in my heart, for me to always remember and updated about people that help me alot. at the same time, i really miss my boyfie, since i met him on 27th feb, i wanted to meet him again and again. i wanted to go out and eat with him. that is all, i did not wish to go anywhere, i just wanted to talk with him face to face. i miss him so badly. aigoo... that's all. i will go now. sleepy. i just come back home. haha... XD working is fun & tiring. but i like it. better than studying. yes. i'm serious. tag will be reply tomorrow morning! i promise. :)

hello peeps! my internship started since 1st march 2012. but, the real work start at 2nd of march. first day, i was so awkward with all the staffs there. i was placed in front of the house. front of the house mean the place where customer dine. in other words, i with customer service team. i serve foods, and i clean the tables, floor, chairs and everything that is obvious & can be seen by customer. i learn a lot, since this is my first experience, i'm not too good. in short, i don't really know how to communicate with people. especially when they are quite fussy about everything. just like my mom. lol. what can i say is... most of the foreigner are friendly, when i said thank you, they do reply, and smile back. in fact, they even said " terima kasih " that is in " thank you " in english. and they eat all their meal. while, malaysian, especially malay, i'm not offended anyone, i'm just trying to tell u what i learn from the scenario at d airp...

When you start to really know someone, all his physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in his energy, recognize the scent of his skin. You see only the essence of the person,not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant. - Lisa Unger, Beautiful Lies