this year... is another of me celebrating eid mubarak without my mom and my siblings (and dad). in 2012 i went to my dad's hometown, and this year i have to work. it's ok. i'm not sad. but yes i'm sad. i miss the moment where we took photos with our family, with our new traditional kurung. all very pretty very happy... so cheerful. i also miss the moment where we knelled in front of our parents and say... "i'm very sorry for everything"... eheu... GODDDD!!! i miss my home! but it's okay. anyhow... happy eid mubarak to all of u. i've got a story. i recently... started to have will to settle down early. idk what influenced me. it's either i keep getting invitation from friends or maybe this one person that make me feel like that. i mean. he isn't a boyfriend at all. not even close to best friend. just a friend i knew from chat's "shake". lol. no.. look! i mean... i have that "settle down early" feeling not because ...