so emotional all of sudden. nothing that can make me happy. the wedding... i'm happy for my cousin, but i'm tired... at the same i got assignment that i need to complete before sunday.. which is yesterday. and i didn't do a thing. it's a group work, passing it on sunday just for the leader to compile the actual report. so... i don't contribute. in which i confirmed that they will talk about this. i told them i'll be busy as soon as i arrived at my hometown. it's my cousin wedding, and the whole family need to help him. it is quite impossible to help them. so.. i... i.. i don't know what to do. but... she doesn't help me though in previous assignment submission, letting me doing it alone... ALONE. at least she got a partner to do this. ok.. i am mad at her actually. but by not helping her in this assignment make me feel guilty, i didn't know how could they do the same thing to me without guilt. i just don't understand. and last night... i dr...