That Hai Made My Day

i think i am seriously going crazy. omg... today is the election day, so we all ums student have to go to this specific area (we call it new dkp) to vote for people we like... on the other hand, after voting, we may get our card, which is given by our government, student will have a special discount at specific shop or even airlines. then... me & emily was there, since 9am, we line up... and unfortunately, the line where we both there, is the slowest line. so we both like, omg nagging till the end. luckily it is not that hot..

we both trolling all the way... comment about others and so. and suddenly, around 10am (we waited for more than 1 hour, thanks) guess i saw who... oyaji.. i saw him!! omg yes! i saw him, with helmet, and white shirt, and jeans. omg.. seriously he looks so handsome. i was like i even ignore what emily said, and respond to her coldly, not excited like before.

but then, when he line up, i lost track of him. so i don't care about him anymore, continue trolling & nagging with emily. i was planning to see him from far when i finish voting & get my card. but... he is actually in front of me. but not even close, i saw him, because he is the only one guy with helmet, plus, i know his figure. so i said "oh, guess that is all for today sweetness."

then, when i'm done with voting, i check out, and get my free coupon for lunch. and still i have to go to the other side to take that student card. so i go there with emily, as i walk in rush, he suddenly appear in front of me (he is also in rush) and guess what he did? he say hai to me... "hai fiffy.." at the moment, i'm about to explode, i'm about to... idk how to explain, but u know how girl act when the guy she likes say hi to her.

my reaction was a lil bit late.. i say "hi..." while waving at him, in fact he was really standing in front of me, why do i need to wave, i ask myself. then he leave. i was like omg... so u noticed me? so u noticed that i was looking at u since earlier?

i unconsciously said "let me die" so emily said "ok... go die." she doesn't know i was referring that to my own monologue because at the moment, someone we both don't like is actually standing behind us. and i said... today's wait is worthy... emily said "yes... because of the card, and the coupon." so she doesn't know about that yet. lol... she always think that i still love & like my ex boyfriend. idk how to tell her this. but i guess, i don't need to.

then we go back to our hostel, to redeem the coupon, but the queue was so long, so we decided to order some food from other outlet. and, once again, i saw him queuing. so i decided to eat there rather than take away. when emily ask me why, i said "i am too lazy to wash my own plate." but that is not the real reason, lol. am i crazy?

we take a sit, and i can that oyaji is still queuing, so i was like ok.. i'll just watch u from far while eating. when he finish, i can that he walks to our table... and then disappear, idk where is he, because as he close to our table, i run to the outlet to take my food, and then i sit. but suddenly, i can hear his voice talking to his friends, at my back... his friends are girls. huhu... but i confirm that is not his girlfriend, because i can hear they talk about common things, like "let's eat" "u guys don't eat?" and etc. so nothing to be jealous, but still i can't watch him because he was right behind me. i was like "what a waste!" but it's ok.

i'm pretty sure that he can see me. it is just i pretend to not see him, eventhough i get up from my sit and turn around so many times, but still... i don't have the guts to start the "hi", wave at him or even smile at him.. that all guys.. i feel so happy today.. oyaji finally talk to me. even if he only say hi to me, i'm okay with that, at least he know me, he know how i looks. because before this, he once said that he don't really remember my face, that is why he want my picture, so i give him some of my pictures. and luckily he knows me. so... i conclude that, for the last two weeks.. it is true that we both avoid each other eyes. hahaha... nice. idk why, but i feel happy. at least i know he don't hate me. oyaji, your hai really made my day, i was so happy. thanks.. thank you ums..

i thought that i'm not going to have someone i like in my university, but i was wrong. this one guy, i can't and will never forget him. i'm being honest. he is not just my crush. lol... ok i need to go, i got class.. i was in rush actually, i type this with lighting speed! hahaha! bye guys. we'll talk at night.