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On the graduation day (20, 21 & 22 Oct 2012) rainy day for 3 days, lots of raindrops shoots... i was bored while waiting for my friends perform prayer, so this is what i do. teheeee.. On 27 Oct 2012 at Seaview Seafood Restaurant, Semporna it was seriously delicious, i didn't snap any food, because i am seriously not that tyoe of person, i love view more than food. and also selca with my siblings, i'm the eldest, so none of them are older than me. and the one with white-orange shirt is my mom...                    my favourite photo though... 

hello!!!! fuck, i miss my blog. hahaha.. i'm homed now! yeahhhh! so happy that because i'm homed, but so tired because what a long journey. huhu... because it took 9 hours of journey for me to arrive home. but, it's ok, i get used to it... there is a lot of things i wanted to tell u guys. but idk how. so many that i can't even arrange it. i'm gonna do the award first. i've delayed it for sooooo long... first of all, i wanna say thanks to lady_myx & kristen for the award, i really don't have the confident to say that my blog is that worthy for u to read... but, i really appreciate it. love u for the appreciation. felt appreciated  i will try my best to keep my blog alive. so... let's begin. what is liebster blog award ?  liebster blog award  is given to up and coming bloggers who have less than 200 followers . “ liebster ” is German for “ favorite ”. this award is the “ favorite blog award ” then. the rules for this one state that you ...

i'll just share how excited am i to see my... err my celebrity crush during my high school. guess who? u'll never know who is he. but if u do, i am quite impressed. hafiz hamidun. i didn't know that he will come to my university, to perform, to do the concert. i was at the convocation fest with emily, pay a visit there, because usually, there will be a lot of delicious food, but this year kinda off! not so excited, and lot is not full. =,=' so we decided to eat, since it was already 6pm, haven't have dinner yet.. i joined emily & her friends, because she was like have a lot of friends, and accidentally met them, and they are on their graduation this year. so we spend time together, dinner and chit chatting, though i don't really know them, but luckily i can join the conversation, since emily told me a lot of stories of her life, how people treat her badly. lol. so... her friend said, tonight hafiz hamidun will come and perform. so i was like. omg... serious...

i've been so busy, and even banned myself to do update or visit my own blog. so i was on active silent on blogger, but kinda active in twitter. so guys, go follow my twitter if u want to stay connected with me nothing much happen, pretty much like the same story. i busy with assignments, and new project, which is a very big burden to me. well since it involve money, it is a big burden to us. especially me... we need to invest some of our money, and prepare food then sell it to the student here. the main problem is the service that we provide might not cost in student range cost, it is pretty much expensive, since it was a set menu, table d'hote service though. so we afraid that we may not get back the modal. because, idk.. we just don't have the confidence. other that worrying about the menu and the money, i go jogging, and work out in the evening, and reduced 2 kilos of my weight, and i was so damn happy i took some pictures... since i was bored, i jog alone though......

on 5th october, we celebrate our uncle birthday, i mean, the fake uncle of mine. my fake and ridiculous family here in university. but the place was so dark, no photo taken. but... me and my fake cousin made a card for him, the last minute card. so it was kinda messy and not even pretty. one thing, why does everything seems so awkward during us celebrating his birthday? idk why, it is not happening as always, awkward, so awkward. and the one that claim herself as my best friend, was sitting next to me... don't even talk to me. i was like... what is ur fucking problem missy? she is the one who love to create drama, if u ever followed my blog's story, u'll know. she claim that she is my best friend, she said she loves me. but... she doesn't act like one. ever since the first time i know her, i can't tell her any problem of mine, unlike towards my cousin and emily. i can tell them everything. but emily still clueless about my crush though. it doesn't matter. sh...

picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor, reaching for the phone cause i can't fight it anymore, and i wonder if i ever cross ur mind, for me it happens all the time... it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.

thanks to God that He gives me his nature... i seriously hate u, never thought that ur act can really ruined my day... my mood and everything. dammit... u are not even someone important in my life. i shouldn't afraid of what people gonna think of me. i have to be confident with myself. well at least, i'm not that fake bitch who act all innocent...

Today is Thursday, but i only manage to post about Wednesday today. heee... Awesome because i met my mom . and sucks because we ate something really terrible, we i mean me & emily. The topic for the morning lecture is about fast food industry. When it is about fast food, us Malaysia have KFC and McDonalds in our mind. So, our lecturer keep on blabbering about this industry, as we talk about that, i can really imagine Spicy McDeluxe in my mind, it's been a while since i have it. budget, remember? i said " emily... i have Spicy McDeluxe in my mind... i can really imagine it.. " so emily reply me " yes.. yes... i know. i'm hungry... " we both keep repeating these kind of sentences... and finally emily said " let's go to McD after this class. " i replied " i've got presentation at 4pm, do u think we can make it? " she said " ofcourse, why not. " so we decided to go there after class. We both walk to the mall, it is ...