this year... is another of me celebrating eid mubarak without my mom and my siblings (and dad). in 2012 i went to my dad's hometown, and this year i have to work. it's ok. i'm not sad. but yes i'm sad. i miss the moment where we took photos with our family, with our new traditional kurung. all very pretty very happy... so cheerful. i also miss the moment where we knelled in front of our parents and say... "i'm very sorry for everything"... eheu... GODDDD!!! i miss my home! but it's okay. anyhow... happy eid mubarak to all of u.
i've got a story. i recently... started to have will to settle down early. idk what influenced me. it's either i keep getting invitation from friends or maybe this one person that make me feel like that.
i mean. he isn't a boyfriend at all. not even close to best friend. just a friend i knew from chat's "shake". lol. no.. look! i mean... i have that "settle down early" feeling not because i like him, and it doesn't mean i want to settle down with him. it's just... u know... ugh i failed to explain. but it's ok.
but anyhow... not long ago. i think i've hurt that friend with my words. ok... not entirely my fault. but i dont want to say that was his fault also. maybe both. i am the kind of girl that expect u to do the things that u said. and he is the kind of person who forever teasing me, because he said it's fun. ok bye.
u dont know how i feel at that moment. i was like... omg i was so rude, what should i do. i should apologize.. and yeah i apologize right away. and idk whether he forgive me or not. whether or not he can forget that rude words from me. and idk how is he affected by my words. probably not even affected. lol.
ok. i'll get going. full shift for two days. i'm so tired already. till then... bye guys...
PS: i watched TFIOS already. omg. my eyes after that movie are horrible. i mean i originally looks horrible, just imagine how do i looks when i get out of from the cinema. ok don't... don't. it's horrible to imagine my horrible face. =__='
i've got a story. i recently... started to have will to settle down early. idk what influenced me. it's either i keep getting invitation from friends or maybe this one person that make me feel like that.
i mean. he isn't a boyfriend at all. not even close to best friend. just a friend i knew from chat's "shake". lol. no.. look! i mean... i have that "settle down early" feeling not because i like him, and it doesn't mean i want to settle down with him. it's just... u know... ugh i failed to explain. but it's ok.
but anyhow... not long ago. i think i've hurt that friend with my words. ok... not entirely my fault. but i dont want to say that was his fault also. maybe both. i am the kind of girl that expect u to do the things that u said. and he is the kind of person who forever teasing me, because he said it's fun. ok bye.
u dont know how i feel at that moment. i was like... omg i was so rude, what should i do. i should apologize.. and yeah i apologize right away. and idk whether he forgive me or not. whether or not he can forget that rude words from me. and idk how is he affected by my words. probably not even affected. lol.
ok. i'll get going. full shift for two days. i'm so tired already. till then... bye guys...
PS: i watched TFIOS already. omg. my eyes after that movie are horrible. i mean i originally looks horrible, just imagine how do i looks when i get out of from the cinema. ok don't... don't. it's horrible to imagine my horrible face. =__='
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