Comeback

i guess, i don't know what to write. i'm on my semester break guys, so nothing happen to me, except... expanding myself. i guess u know what it is i actually... been thinking of my new skin for 2 days, wanted to create a new skin since i have so much free time. no life. but... not really. i spend a lot of time on tumblr. also... downloading show. and sleep. wtf. my current skin is actually completed in 2 hours ago, i think? hahaha... because got idea. if not... ugh, i don't think u'll see a post from me today, so unmotivated. lol.

and also... shared the previous skin of mine on blogskin, doesn't looks attractive tho, because so pale... click this if u wish to download or comment or rate. reason why i edit the whole looks, is because i insisted to not give the same color, the exact code and so. idky. i'm a bitch. the only reason is.. i don't want people to have the same skin as mine. lol then why share? u bitch pfft!

 
and the comparison.. the one with yixing picture as my sidebar is better tho, because so bright... not pale. hahaha... what do u think of my new skin? keeping it simple as possible, because i know the feeling of waiting for a heavy blog to load. hope i make it more simple for you guys to load. ugh... but nothing interested tho... grayscale hover effect. ughh... not sure if it suits the purple gray color.

actually... if u think i found the picture uploaded in my previous post. just see previous post if u don't know what i mean. that is actually my words or....... errr idk what we call that, limited vocabulary, no idea, i am broke in term of idea too, not only money /cries/ so broke. nothing to be rob. no wonder no one try to approach.

i created it through the application in tablet. i forgot what is the name of the application tho. too lazy to check, don't have enough energy to unlock it. haha... fck my life. btw... i think it is quite popular. textcutie or something. because... before i go home which is in the last 2 weeks. my friend, asked about him. by him i referred to oyaji. thanks to her, i mentioned his name here again. so not good. this is so bad for everyone health. fuck.

but guys, i was so excited that day because she asked about him. he is actually my friend's junior. so she knew him, moreover she said that, this junior are quite popular in their school, because of his name (like i said before... weird) and... his looks. everyone are saying that he looks like korean. wtf. i don't see that in him tho. he is not handsome tbh. i don't fall for that in the very first place. omfg. what am i talking about. /slaps my mouth/ but guys... i am actually having a crush on a popular and hard to approach guy (giggling). wtf. i can't believe that we actually communicated before, exchange number phone, texts, chat. hmmm... everything is a past now. the fact that he approach me first hurt my feelings even more (gif below explained how i feel.. muahahaha)

so yeah, we talk about him, not in a very long time tho. but enough to torn my heart apart. uhuuuuu.... i think i still like him... gun kill ma self nawwwww!