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Unclear Dream

allow me to write something ridiculous happened in my dream last night. lol.

my blog name is already a fool, now i'm writing something useless instead of something useful... make it looks like a blog owned by a fool. i'm already 20+ but none of my post is mature enough. but... looks like i don't care about it. lol. after all it's still my blog and it's still my dream. put it under read more so that i don't ruin people day by forcing them to read my dream, whenever they accidentally come to my blog. haha.

errr.... to think about it back... it's nothing special tho, i don't think it's a good dream, but it makes me happy.  so... i don't even know where it begins, but i think it happens somewhere that have environment like my home + university environment. it is actually place i haven't been, or maybe doesn't exist at all.

this happens around April, why i am sure it happens around April? u'll know as i proceed with the story. so, i've a date with my bestie, which i don't even know her, and why is she my bestie; she actually brings one of her friend, male; and i know him. like we've met before, but not very close. our date or outing is actually start pretty late, we met at 4pm. i don't know where we go. but... i come back home late.

so, the next day... the guy that i met yesterday, called... and he said he want to hang out with me again today. but since we both got things to do during the day, we decide to meet at night. it seems like i have a job. lol. idek. so we meet, and... i don't know how things happen, what are we talking about... but i remember that we go to some place that need us do some race, a couple race... and reward is couple tee with ur name on it. so we play, and somehow we win...

we proceed to get our prize. he (my friend) tell worker about the design he wanted, because i don't really mind, it's not like i desperately want the prize in the very first place. as the worker start drawing or whatever, we wait and chat. when he's done he said "blue t-shirt on April for X and his couple is done." we go get the tee... i was like, why is the heart that shaped my name is half shaped. so i look at his tee and go "oh..."

after that we go somewhere else... he hold my hand i hold his hand. lol. i don't get my dream, it's like some part is cut. the day ends there. the next day we go outing again... at that time, people refer us as a couple. see... i don't get my own dream. i don't remember what happened, but i remember that i feel grateful because he is my partner. he also introduce me to his family and..... apparently his family is a chinese. lmfao.

the thing that i remember the most is... how awkward am i when i sit next to his grandfather. lmfao. the whole thing is a mess. but have u ever feel good or happy about one dream that is not clear to urself? i don't understand the whole thing, i don't understand what and why should i feel happy, but i feel so. it literally makes my day. u know ur mood isn't actually good when u wake up and u don't feel fresh at all. but this dream.. change everything. lol. it's so funny that this unclear dream makes me happy.

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