yesterday, i had a chat with one of my friend, a he... not so close, he was once be my leader in program during my first year of university which is 2 years ago. haha...
and.. yeah, i was actually asking for his opinion, should i just hide my crush from my facebook or just remove him. but i guess he don't get my story, he keep telling me to not rush the feeling or what so ever. which i never rush.
the truth is, my crush, he is not only ignoring me on facebook, but also he is so awkward to me on facebook chat... yeah on facebook. i text him (on last week's tuesday), i invite him to my project, my trial business. and he was like, kinda friendly? i think. at least he used more words. while on facebook, he reply me owhh... ok... yeah... and smiley? wtf. honestly... i was hurt... totally, and wondering at the same time. what i've done to u that make u think i do deserve this? so... i do think that, remove him from facebook is the best action i can do to stop talking to him if that is what he wish, i blocked him on twitter btw... that is why i ask this guy. but... gosh... i don't get an input from him. he keep saying that i was so rush into relationship, i was so cheap to think about the care i get from my crush is actually likes/loves. he told me that is why i ended up single.
well to be very honest, i never thought of to be in a relationship with my crush. no... he is my crush, i do like him. but i don't think it is worthy if i'm in relationship with him, and, i don't think we match. i don't think he is the right guy. crush is just a crush, when i said i like u, it doesn't mean that i love u. to me, they misinterpret my intention. tell me if i'm wrong guys. story end here.
so my friend, the one i asked for opinion, later asked me about my last relationship. so i tell him that, my ex-boyfriend told me to give up on him. guess what he replied... he said... why? there must be a reason why he said that to u. ok i translate this into... why? it must be ur fault! so... below is what i replied to him...
again? me???? like seriously... me? he wanna give up in his study, i've been supporting him for all this time, i even met his mom... i told his mom that i'm totally prepared to accept the way he is. but then... he told me to give up? he ignored me. when i said i want to meet him, he reject me. he avoid me, no text no call like usual. wth.... why should i continue this relationship, when i was the only one trying so hard to support him? i even applied my practical in peninsular malaysia just to see him, i've made such a big sacrifices, and now u are telling me it is all my fault? like seriously?
and he said... do u know that, guys with standard want suitability/compatibility. if he find u are not compatible with him, he will say something like that...
and i simply said go to hell with ur standard. i off my chat after i said thanks to him.
i don't get it. what standard? he simply put the blame on me, it seems like he wanted to say that ur boyfriend leave u because of u, who not met his standard, u r such a low standard girl, no one want u. yeah... i do admit that i take his words into a very negative meaning. but this is all i get from 1 hour 30 minutes of conversations. and i feel like want to remove this guy from my friendlist.
he is judging without knowing the story. that is why i am mad. and i hate him so much that i killed him so many times in my mind. i swear that i will never allow him to see my post. i'm going to block him, let him know that i hate u. well, do express it in the chatbox last night, but it seems like he don't get it. u know what, he even told me that don't looks for only handsome guy. i was like.... WHAT THE FUCK ARE U THINK OF ME? i'm not that kind of girl, i never fall for someone looks though.
see what i mean, this guy is seriously pissing me off. he simply judge me. i bet he must be ignored by the girl he chased which made him into this kind of man. i believe that i am better than him, though i'm single (fyi, he is alone too. single, and a loner), i'm happy with my friends, i enjoy my life to the maximum, i don't post desperate statuses stating that i wanted to be in a relationship (he always did this lol).
duhh... /rolleyes/. who is actually doesn't met girls' standard and ended up alone? i never blame guys for playing with my serious intention or feelings. i believe that i am stronger than u, because i don't blame guys for not met my standard. i accept the way they are if they want to stay in my life, if they don't, they can leave, i don't beg for them to stay. and u? blaming girls because they don't met ur standard? so pathetic. (¬д¬。) i am officially dislike u. thanks to ur judgement. standard? standard my ass!!! ughhh fck u.
and.. yeah, i was actually asking for his opinion, should i just hide my crush from my facebook or just remove him. but i guess he don't get my story, he keep telling me to not rush the feeling or what so ever. which i never rush.
the truth is, my crush, he is not only ignoring me on facebook, but also he is so awkward to me on facebook chat... yeah on facebook. i text him (on last week's tuesday), i invite him to my project, my trial business. and he was like, kinda friendly? i think. at least he used more words. while on facebook, he reply me owhh... ok... yeah... and smiley? wtf. honestly... i was hurt... totally, and wondering at the same time. what i've done to u that make u think i do deserve this? so... i do think that, remove him from facebook is the best action i can do to stop talking to him if that is what he wish, i blocked him on twitter btw... that is why i ask this guy. but... gosh... i don't get an input from him. he keep saying that i was so rush into relationship, i was so cheap to think about the care i get from my crush is actually likes/loves. he told me that is why i ended up single.
well to be very honest, i never thought of to be in a relationship with my crush. no... he is my crush, i do like him. but i don't think it is worthy if i'm in relationship with him, and, i don't think we match. i don't think he is the right guy. crush is just a crush, when i said i like u, it doesn't mean that i love u. to me, they misinterpret my intention. tell me if i'm wrong guys. story end here.
so my friend, the one i asked for opinion, later asked me about my last relationship. so i tell him that, my ex-boyfriend told me to give up on him. guess what he replied... he said... why? there must be a reason why he said that to u. ok i translate this into... why? it must be ur fault! so... below is what i replied to him...
again? me???? like seriously... me? he wanna give up in his study, i've been supporting him for all this time, i even met his mom... i told his mom that i'm totally prepared to accept the way he is. but then... he told me to give up? he ignored me. when i said i want to meet him, he reject me. he avoid me, no text no call like usual. wth.... why should i continue this relationship, when i was the only one trying so hard to support him? i even applied my practical in peninsular malaysia just to see him, i've made such a big sacrifices, and now u are telling me it is all my fault? like seriously?
and he said... do u know that, guys with standard want suitability/compatibility. if he find u are not compatible with him, he will say something like that...
and i simply said go to hell with ur standard. i off my chat after i said thanks to him.
i don't get it. what standard? he simply put the blame on me, it seems like he wanted to say that ur boyfriend leave u because of u, who not met his standard, u r such a low standard girl, no one want u. yeah... i do admit that i take his words into a very negative meaning. but this is all i get from 1 hour 30 minutes of conversations. and i feel like want to remove this guy from my friendlist.
he is judging without knowing the story. that is why i am mad. and i hate him so much that i killed him so many times in my mind. i swear that i will never allow him to see my post. i'm going to block him, let him know that i hate u. well, do express it in the chatbox last night, but it seems like he don't get it. u know what, he even told me that don't looks for only handsome guy. i was like.... WHAT THE FUCK ARE U THINK OF ME? i'm not that kind of girl, i never fall for someone looks though.
see what i mean, this guy is seriously pissing me off. he simply judge me. i bet he must be ignored by the girl he chased which made him into this kind of man. i believe that i am better than him, though i'm single (fyi, he is alone too. single, and a loner), i'm happy with my friends, i enjoy my life to the maximum, i don't post desperate statuses stating that i wanted to be in a relationship (he always did this lol).
duhh... /rolleyes/. who is actually doesn't met girls' standard and ended up alone? i never blame guys for playing with my serious intention or feelings. i believe that i am stronger than u, because i don't blame guys for not met my standard. i accept the way they are if they want to stay in my life, if they don't, they can leave, i don't beg for them to stay. and u? blaming girls because they don't met ur standard? so pathetic. (¬д¬。) i am officially dislike u. thanks to ur judgement. standard? standard my ass!!! ughhh fck u.
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