We Call That Just A Coincident

a lot of things happen, i've been fighting with myself to not post about him because it seems so annoying... i shall go short on this. i rarely met oyaji, i rarely bump into him. but... everytime we do, something happen, thus keeping me liking him, or even more liking him. listed it out so that it looks short.

1. his name is forever on my facebook sidebar, like previous caption i posted. this is common though idk what is the reason. 
2. we wore the same color of shirt on one of the event at our university, which is dark purple. 
3. he say hi to me... when he claim that he doesn't remember how i looks (i found it weird, and surprised, i thought he doesn't remember me), n he request me to give him my photo, he prefer alone photo, saying that he want to put it on his phone, maybe his contact. 
4. we went to the same mall on the same day and hour, but still didn't bump into each other.
5. we both took the same picture of flowers n uploaded it on facebook on d same day.
6. today he went to town & met his mom.. and i'm going to meet my mom tomorrow. supposed to be today, but cancel. 

i was like.. omg... why are these happen to me. how should i hate him? erm... more like how should i dislike him and move on? apart of being younger than me, and apart of that one thing about him... i can't see any flaws in him. and i can't stop liking him. like seriously... where in the world i can find such a rational guy, confident with himself, know how to cook, care for his mom & family, good advisor and so independent. though i don't really know how is he in family term, but through all the conversation between him & his friends, he seems like.. really care about his family. like.. he went to the town and met his mom just because his mom's not feeling really well. like her hand is injure but not serious. i'm not so sure, i don't ask him about that. but through that, i can sense that he is someone who hold onto "family comes first" and i really like this kind of guy. idk.. oh God, i pray for u, please please please and please... don't do this to me if he is not someone that i deserve to... don't let me do a U-turn everytime i decided to move on...

my fake cousin said, "we don't call that just a coincident.. there is something between the both of u" i wanted to believe in that, but i don't dare to, i afraid that i'm hoping... when i know... i know that we both can only be friends, and that is all... and i decided to call it as a coincident. i knew... over thinking will ruin me. so i won't think about it. lessen it maybe.