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Happiness

happiness is what i found when i see him, comfortable is what i feel when i'm with him. today i am on my off day, and i met him! yeah! i feel so happy, so special, and i am totally high. i can't seems to forget today date. hihi~

idk why. maybe it is because we talk a lot, maybe we spend more time with each other this time, and we are more open this time. we play, and i am not even awkward clinging onto him. he even hold onto my shoulder while walking. i am more comfortable bringing him here and there.

today i was actually accompanying my friend to hospital to check her blood. so me & my boyfie decided to meet, even for a while, as long as i can see him & talk to him. it was my request because i miss him so much since our last date. like really really miss him. i miss his smell, his voice & everything.

we met... and he follow us, we try to search for the clinic together, but unfortunately clinic can't help my friend to check her blood, because it need more than a day to process it. so we try to go to hospital. but, closed. really unlucky. at the end, her boyfie take her and brought her to HKL.

so, here come the times for d two of us. XP we go to eat, after that we walk around there. talk... and he spend me some cake, it is secret's recipe cake. i ate apple cheese, and he ate white-dark chocolate cheese. and he really like it, that is d first time he try secret's cake. he doesn't really like cake though. because i was working at secret recipe, he decided to try the cake. lol. i found that cute.

then, while waiting for my friend and her boyfie to come, we sit and talk. like a lot. that is what i like the most about our date. i love to talk to him. i love to hear his story. i love when he share a lot about what he feel & about how is he while i am not with him. it is like, a therapy for me. hehe... he is my drugs. i am so addicted to him. i wanted to hold onto his hand like forever. i'm so high right now. lol. and i miss him now.

not going to tell u about how uncool is my internship. huh! that is why i need my "drugs" XD and ps: we shared drinks today. it was my first time to share d same straw with man. hehe. i found him really special to me. i love u nizam!

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