Great Thursday

i'll just share how excited am i to see my... err my celebrity crush during my high school. guess who? u'll never know who is he. but if u do, i am quite impressed. hafiz hamidun. i didn't know that he will come to my university, to perform, to do the concert. i was at the convocation fest with emily, pay a visit there, because usually, there will be a lot of delicious food, but this year kinda off! not so excited, and lot is not full. =,=' so we decided to eat, since it was already 6pm, haven't have dinner yet.. i joined emily & her friends, because she was like have a lot of friends, and accidentally met them, and they are on their graduation this year. so we spend time together, dinner and chit chatting, though i don't really know them, but luckily i can join the conversation, since emily told me a lot of stories of her life, how people treat her badly. lol. so... her friend said, tonight hafiz hamidun will come and perform. so i was like. omg... seriously?

this is how i act when he is on stage, talking, joking and whatever. i act like this to everything he did. omg... how retard am i... 

serious talk... he is totally my crush. not a handsome one, but with nice voice, and high level of sense of humor. lol.. everything he did & said was so funny to me. when he sing, i'm melting. when he talk, i'm fluttering. i like his ears the most. and the dimple. well at first, i wasn't like him because of his looks. he wasn't my crush because of his looks, i kinda, like his joined group for his early debut, but then when he decided to drop from his group, and appear solo... i'm more into him, i mean his song. i like his songs. he do all the songwriting, composing if i'm not mistaken. because i'm not yet that hard core fan of him. just a regular one, because i stalk more kpop. only today i realize that he is such a sweet guy, cute guy... and omg the dimple when he smile. i know i shouldn't feel this way. but... my weak heart keep pounding so fast. and my face is warm, maybe i was blushing all the time. emily didn't realize it because it was dark.

i'm totally a fangirl of him. and.. until now i still can't forget how special the concert was to me. to get to see my fave artists... i was so grateful. yes... i do. and the concert wasn't a normal concert, it is somehow related to my religion, so the artist was like kinda reminding us to our God, i mean mine if some of u aren't muslim. not only that, their song was also related to friends, parents and so... because i believe that all religion are focusing on how important is love to our society. that is what they try to deliver it to us, but in a way how muslim should act and behave. enjoy life without forgetting the Almighty. yeah.. i was so grateful. honestly.

and other than hafiz hamidun (he is a solo artist by the way), there also UNIC, literally You and I See. creative. heee... same genre as hafiz hamidun, and UNIC is a group, hafiz was originally debut in UNIC. UNIC members are full of jokes too... they know how to speak in our native language, i mean sabah is a lil bit different. they said they've been practice for 4 hours. lol. i bet they practice with our university group, INDHEART (In the Heart, i guess). they was like... make me laugh since the beginning of their performance, and make me cry during the climax of their performance, and make me smile again at the end of their performance... lol. because one of their member do a lil bit of talks, sort of giving us advice, or remind us to be serious in our study, and not only focusing on our love story/life.

then he touch about how hard is our parents to raise u, to give us money, make us study in university. i cried a bit during that time, and i was trying hard to control. i don't dare to turn my head to emily. so i was like a stone, watching straight to them, and quiet. but then, when they said they gonna perform this one song, entitle of Ke Makam Bonda (literally about someone's mother passed away, and he is on his way to his mother tomb/grave?) hearing them saying that, i was like.. omg, i give up.. i can't with this song. i just said it out loud. and my tear drops so fast, i was totally like a baby crying. emily was like... "be patient..." hoho... i was so sensitive when it comes to parents matter. i can cry easily. my heart can be easily touched.

but.. overall.... the concert was great, and i am so grateful to attend the concert. at least, i gain something from there. they really do make me reflect myself. who knows after this the sarcasm or mean fiffy wouldn't talk anything about how bad people to her? i hope so. be patient with everything, and not just simply throw everything out. there are some matters we need to keep by ourself. some are mean to share with friends or public. and.. guys... i'm leaving, going to my bed. i was so tired. will reply soon. sorry!

oh.. i didn't take any picture of him, because i was too concentrated. he is cute! and funny! omg.. /blushing