guys, i'm so irritated. with who? myself... this girl is so stupid. damn.. i don't even know what should i type here. what should i tell my blog about it. damn it... damn it damn it 
do u know that kpop is my biggest obsession? yes, it is... this blog was once my place to fangirling over my idols. i just don't understand why i can't do that now. the last group that i really enjoy was BAP; they debut on february 2012. i repeat, february 2012. now is already september 2012.
at first i thought it was because of my internship, because i was so tired working, then i have no time to enjoy kpop. but the thing is, in my early internship, i still updated to kpop latest album, i mean my fave artist. i still updating through twitter, and tumblr. though i didn't post or keyboard smash like before i at least download and leave comment on their mv at youtube. posted the links of facebook, during my rest time, i online by using airport ipad... and play their mv, leave it like that so people can view it and get to know them.
hihihihi... yeah.. that is me who deeply in love with kpop.
but... since that silly oyaji contacted me, and we chat and i like him... i totally ignore kpop. like seriously, i know about b2st just because they are my first fave idols. for others, i was like... duuuhhhh who are u. including B.A.P idk why... i don't hate them, but i am not interested in their song, GD too... i ignore him... i ignore everyone except for b2st. but.. fyi, i only downloaded their when i miss you performance. i don't have their MV though
i am totally losing my interest towards kpop. why why why? waeeee?!?!?! 
just who the !@#% you are to make me losing my interest? who are u? u are not even my boyfriend. i liked u, and that is all. why do i enjoy kina & david songs (more like love song) more than b2st's songs (or kpop)? i am so frustrated. dear u, who makes me like this... "thanks" a lot. idk what and why are weird things happening to me. i am not me... ever since the first time i know u, a lot of weird things in myself happen, i can't even explain it.
he is the first that i promised not to tell him when i fall for him, i mean not to confess about what i feel. he is the first to make me avoid someone i like. yeah... he is the first to make me feel so insecure. he is the first to make me feel so unwanted. he is the first to make me feel so jealous to the girl that he likes/love. he is the first to make me forget about my biggest obsession. he made me into a stalker. (ever since he ignore me after he pm me) damn... and u ignore me now... i hate u! i swear! why would u pm me in the very first place?
now i want to cry,
because i miss him so much, i want to have a talk with him again...
do u know that kpop is my biggest obsession? yes, it is... this blog was once my place to fangirling over my idols. i just don't understand why i can't do that now. the last group that i really enjoy was BAP; they debut on february 2012. i repeat, february 2012. now is already september 2012.at first i thought it was because of my internship, because i was so tired working, then i have no time to enjoy kpop. but the thing is, in my early internship, i still updated to kpop latest album, i mean my fave artist. i still updating through twitter, and tumblr. though i didn't post or keyboard smash like before i at least download and leave comment on their mv at youtube. posted the links of facebook, during my rest time, i online by using airport ipad... and play their mv, leave it like that so people can view it and get to know them.
hihihihi... yeah.. that is me who deeply in love with kpop.but... since that silly oyaji contacted me, and we chat and i like him... i totally ignore kpop. like seriously, i know about b2st just because they are my first fave idols. for others, i was like... duuuhhhh who are u. including B.A.P idk why... i don't hate them, but i am not interested in their song, GD too... i ignore him... i ignore everyone except for b2st. but.. fyi, i only downloaded their when i miss you performance. i don't have their MV though
i am totally losing my interest towards kpop. why why why? waeeee?!?!?! just who the !@#% you are to make me losing my interest? who are u? u are not even my boyfriend. i liked u, and that is all. why do i enjoy kina & david songs (more like love song) more than b2st's songs (or kpop)? i am so frustrated. dear u, who makes me like this... "thanks" a lot. idk what and why are weird things happening to me. i am not me... ever since the first time i know u, a lot of weird things in myself happen, i can't even explain it.
he is the first that i promised not to tell him when i fall for him, i mean not to confess about what i feel. he is the first to make me avoid someone i like. yeah... he is the first to make me feel so insecure. he is the first to make me feel so unwanted. he is the first to make me feel so jealous to the girl that he likes/love. he is the first to make me forget about my biggest obsession. he made me into a stalker. (ever since he ignore me after he pm me) damn... and u ignore me now... i hate u! i swear! why would u pm me in the very first place?
now i want to cry,
because i miss him so much, i want to have a talk with him again...ps: guys it is not that i love him. don't misunderstand me. i just like him.
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