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What is this feeling

yeah what is this feeling... want to move on, but can't. want to confess but i can't. what in the world happen to me. someone at my workplace said u need to know ur partner for at least 4 years so that u know he/she is the right one for u. what a coincident, i am in this relationship for about 4 years. he is so kind, so nice. he supported me alot. it is just me who can't support him. he is telling me his problem, i end up mad at him. idk why... it was me who love to start the fire. huhu... i always think that he deserve someone better, and i should be with him until he found d right girl. but he said, as long as i'm with him, he doesn't have interest in other girls. and recently he told me to give up on him as i told him that i am interested in other guy, but i don't love that guy, and i never had any thought to be with him. i didn't tell him on purpose, he asked me to be honest, he wanted to know if i had someone that i like or interested. so i told him... but before he asked me that question, he asked me, is it ok if there is someone who like him, and what will i do. guess what i answer him, i said... "if she can take care of u better than me, then i'll let u go. i'm ok with that since my aim is for ur happiness." i afraid that i felt sympathy towards him instead of love... my friend said, if he want u to give up on him, just follow, and believe that something better might happen. and if he is ur destiny, even after a very long journey he will come back to u. one part of me say that i should give up and move on. one part of me say that i should stay with him until he found someone better. should i be open to that bro at my workplace, so that he can give me different kind of advice? well i guess not... 2 friends of mine told me the same thing.. move on..

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