i guess, i don't know what i want to say. i've got a lot in my mind, thinking about this and that, everything. sometimes blaming myself... felt insecure. alone, lonely... after all, i miss my hometown. semporna, my uni life, kk and etc... i miss sabah very much. when i'm all alone, i can look up to the sky... that way i can feel more calm, and happy. no insecurities. i just can't do it here. i hate to be here. all i can see is building, and that makes me feel sick. i love sky. very much... and yet.. is it right for me to stop myself from liking someone? i don't want to think about it, but yet, my heart can't sync with my mind. what should i do with that?
i'm having green milk tea & chocolate banana cake while typing this entry's title. yes... that happen in 2 hours ago. lol... hai guys. i've been so quiet these few days.. i don't have the motivation to blog. and i just submitted my chap one, two and three of my thesis on last thursday. and my final exam is starting on this coming friday, and i haven't start study. hoho... i don't know i'm so done with myself. procrastinate seems like my favorite habit for this semester. i mean, i am a last minute person before.. but i am extremely a very last minute person for this whole semester. report, assignments, thesis, proposal, study for exam, are all started officially 3 or 2 days before submission date. i am so dead... idk how to score for this semester anymore. i don't even know what am i studying for this semester. >,<' right after the submissions of my thesis... i go out. had mcD, my cousin treated me. she said she want to hang up instead o...
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