hehe... i spend some time on my blog layout today just because i don't want to sleep, and sleep a lil bit early instead, unlike the other days. i change my layout, and shared my previous layout on blogskin. if u guys want... just go and download. u guys can use it freely. it is not that pretty, but i really love the style. heee...
i gotta say that heart please stay strong. because something really bad happen when i hold the counter at my practical place. RM50 of shortage which is fully caused by my stupid outlet manager, i'm not sure if that is my fault or his fault, because when i asked him did he void the transaction, he said yes. so i expect he already do it, but... no. he mad at me when one of the cashier there ask me how does it happen. he mad at me, he is totally rude to me at the moment. and i almost cry in front of him. but i try my best, i struggle really hard to not cry, and i afford to.
and, he said, the two of us will pay for the shortage, i only need to pay for RM20, and i'm ok with that. i go inside to get money from my purse. meet d another cashier, and also my supervisor. they said to me, "poor you, he is such a selfish old man, you can use that RM20 for something more useful. nevermind, just take our money." then, they give me money which their action makes me teary, but i hold it. i tyr my hard to not make it obvious, i don't talk. i just shake my head to every question they asked. i am really sensitive to people who really care about me. i cry easily when people ask me whether i'm ok or not when i am not. i am touched by their kindness. they shared their money, their food.. or even care about my health. they are so kind. may Allah blessed u guys. and i gotta say that, i really love them but the fact that the manager is there, it makes me hate the place constantly. however, there existence there makes me enjoy my works. though most of them are kind, some of them are not. but i can still deal with that problem. no worries. i gotta go. i need to sleep to perform well as cashier tomorrow. hee... i love u!
i gotta say that heart please stay strong. because something really bad happen when i hold the counter at my practical place. RM50 of shortage which is fully caused by my stupid outlet manager, i'm not sure if that is my fault or his fault, because when i asked him did he void the transaction, he said yes. so i expect he already do it, but... no. he mad at me when one of the cashier there ask me how does it happen. he mad at me, he is totally rude to me at the moment. and i almost cry in front of him. but i try my best, i struggle really hard to not cry, and i afford to.
and, he said, the two of us will pay for the shortage, i only need to pay for RM20, and i'm ok with that. i go inside to get money from my purse. meet d another cashier, and also my supervisor. they said to me, "poor you, he is such a selfish old man, you can use that RM20 for something more useful. nevermind, just take our money." then, they give me money which their action makes me teary, but i hold it. i tyr my hard to not make it obvious, i don't talk. i just shake my head to every question they asked. i am really sensitive to people who really care about me. i cry easily when people ask me whether i'm ok or not when i am not. i am touched by their kindness. they shared their money, their food.. or even care about my health. they are so kind. may Allah blessed u guys. and i gotta say that, i really love them but the fact that the manager is there, it makes me hate the place constantly. however, there existence there makes me enjoy my works. though most of them are kind, some of them are not. but i can still deal with that problem. no worries. i gotta go. i need to sleep to perform well as cashier tomorrow. hee... i love u!
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