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Unfriendly new year...

first of all... aku akan menempuh final exam.. bukan menempuh la.. merempuh! haha. biar hancur! pastu cuti dalam 5 minggu then aku fly pg semenanjung, praktikal sana~~ d klia... huh! bukan jdi attendance k.. tp bertanggungjawab untuk penyediaan makanan syarikat sajibumi. sedia berbakti. sekian! pastu sambung bawah...

new year tahun ni.. boleh dikatakan langsung ndak best! final exam.. huhu.. aku paling benci dengan exam. ndak best... pastu hati sakit. makan hati sorang2. tu jak pun. actually exam takda la mempengaruhi ketidakseronokan tahun baru...

i call this new year is unfriendly because he is so unfriendly with me. no text from him, except when i ask him how is he.. ok or not... bukan sehari mcm tu.. berhari2 apek tu buat aku mcm ni.

why does man can handle their feeling hu? kalau aku, sehari ndak dapat contact... macam2 benda yg negatif bermain di kepala... aish... padahal dia selalu pesan la kan supaya bersangka baik. tp kalau dah sehari tiada khabar tu macam mana la? aku tau aku yg terlebih2... tp takpa la... aku salah... aku try terima la.... minta maaf... masalah nya dia buat aku mcm aku yg terhegeh2 dengan dia. aku tak nak la dia sorang ja rasa happy ada orang ambik berat pasal dia kan... aku pun nak jugak rasa diambikberat. hahaha. tak cukup parents. tp apa guna calon kan kalau aku takda rasa macam tu. huhu~ biasa la kot tu..

happy new year! tak happy pun. sebab banyak news yang buruk. yang paling buruk aku dengar, kes budak upsi tu... ngek. sorry to say la. bg aku dorang punya perjuangan tu tak ada hala tuju. tak menyesal aku tarik diri dulu! bagus. alhamdulillah. apa la sngt dengan auku tu... belajar pun tak lepas sibuk nak kaji pasal politik... erk, aku ckp utk diri aku ye. aku ni belajar memang tak pandai sangat... kalau aku join lagik la teruk aku punya result. nasib ibu aku nasihatkan aku lebih awal.

sumpah menyesal join dorang pakai baju oren dulu. huh! tak bagitau pun apa sebab kena pakai baju oren. cakap saja nak seragam. hmm... seragam la sangat! rupanya... ada udang di sebalik mee.. dah la mee dia tak sedap! adios peeps... aku tak sabar nak balik rumah, nak b'cuti. sambil menajamkan semula skills food service aku!

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