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i know my previous post is silly. hmmm... let me tell u something. my common sense is leaving me. ever since i knew this guy whom i call chan... a guy i know when i transfer to another outlet of sushi king while the outlet i work in was under renovation. i remember the first interaction i had with him was when i yawning due to boredom, we had our first eye contact that time. lol. hmmm other outlet, new surrounding, new people... takes time for me to suit myself. so literally, everytime i yawn, he must be starring at me from far and laugh. my friend who happen to be a management trainee there said... he must be ur yawn-destiny. lmao. what kind of destiny. but his eyes is my most favorite so far (after food). but day after day, i dont know why and how it happen, i become so close to him. since during work his face is covered with mask... psst! let me tell u... he is the one in charge of making sushi. and he is fast... there got one time, where this foreigner customer said that he i...

It happens like this. One day you meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else, closer to them than your closest family. Perhaps because this person carries an angel within them, one sent to you for some higher purpose, to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during a perilous time. What you must do is trust in them, even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering, the reason for their presence will become clear in due time. Though here is a word of warning, you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep . Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save yourself. And once this is fulfilled, the halo lifts and the angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. They will be a stranger to you once more. It's so dark right now, I can't see any light around me. That's because the light is coming from you. You can't see it but everyone...

If there is one thing I hate, it's people who won't let me in on the freeway. If there is one thing I hate, it's having to let people in on the freeway. If there is one thing I hate, it's waking up to 50 assholes pretending to be me. If there is one thing I hate, it's waking up feeling like an asshole because I yelled at those assholes. If there is one thing I hate, it's people who turn the things I say into insipid greeting card messages. If there is one thing I hate, it's turning a bunch of ideas into a laundry list. If there is one thing I hate, it's that feeling you get when you scratch something new. If there is one thing I hate, it's not knowing what's wrong with someone and all you want to do is make them feel better. If there is one thing I hate, it;s knowing that my mind naturally gravitates towards the negative and not being able to stop it. If there is one thing I hate, it's people who become your friend, to become your fr...

this year... is another of me celebrating eid mubarak without my mom and my siblings (and dad). in 2012 i went to my dad's hometown, and this year i have to work. it's ok. i'm not sad. but yes i'm sad. i miss the moment where we took photos with our family, with our new traditional kurung. all very pretty very happy... so cheerful. i also miss the moment where we knelled in front of our parents and say... "i'm very sorry for everything"... eheu... GODDDD!!! i miss my home! but it's okay. anyhow... happy eid mubarak to all of u. i've got a story. i recently... started to have will to settle down early. idk what influenced me. it's either i keep getting invitation from friends or maybe this one person that make me feel like that. i mean. he isn't a boyfriend at all. not even close to best friend. just a friend i knew from chat's "shake". lol. no.. look! i mean... i have that "settle down early" feeling not because ...

18 December 2013 was my last post? like really?? sorry blog... and hello again.. now is july 2014. how are u guys doing? i highly doubt that people actually come here. sorry that during January i was busy with job hunting, and interviews. and finally on February i'm employed, as a assistant manager in restaurant, not a very exciting position, but good enough for graduates without experience... and yeahh... i love and hate my job. seriously other than telling u guys i've got job now... idk what to tell u guys. being an assistant manager is quite fun. i met many kind of people, deal with it... be patient... learn how to communicate. but overall... i am happy with my staffs and colleagues. i feel like ending this post now. huhuhu... i dont even bother to change the layout, i feel like i lost my creativity... this is the third day i'm on computer, thanks to me 6 days leave which started on 3rd July. other than that... i still remain single. lol. my friends are getting m...

guys i did not expect u guys to come here... cos this blog is practically died. i don't always post, when i always say i want to post. thanks btw. hugs for everyone of u that still come here, and read my post, and... leave me message. i know i'm such a bad blogger when i don't treat blog just like how it supposed to be treated. guys, i'm currently at peninsular malaysia, for an interview. apparently i have to wait for a week, and the interview process was way too casual. it's like he is suggesting me a work, he explain everything about the training period along with the salary, allowance... huhuhu... and oh, i never post telling u that i have graduated. it's not too long after my graduation tho, my graduation is on 23rd of November. it's a very short update, nothing interesting happen to me really. i live my life in a very normal way, no socializing. lol. just playing with kids... and yeah, i already miss my besties... why am i so far away from them. ;~;...

allow me to write something ridiculous happened in my dream last night. lol. my blog name is already a fool, now i'm writing something useless instead of something useful... make it looks like a blog owned by a fool. i'm already 20+ but none of my post is mature enough. but... looks like i don't care about it. lol. after all it's still my blog and it's still my dream. put it under read more so that i don't ruin people day by forcing them to read my dream, whenever they accidentally come to my blog. haha.