#THROWBACK

looking back at my old posts..........

all i do i sighing and smiling and thinking about how silly am i to do such post. lmao. but it's okay. we all silly. we all learn day by day. life's a journey. i can see how i jump from another crush to another crush and to another crush. well it's actually not that much of crush. i did mentioned my ex lover when i was in my college (we about to get serious and his mom come to me said i wasnt good enough for his son) and go to mr Y (remember... oyaji?) lol. that guy is purely just a crush. i once believe that what i felt for him is love. teensssss.... /sighs/

did i mentioned about my nepali boyfriend. who i know when i transfer to another branch of sushi king(klcc)?  i believe i did. cos i saw chan mali chan post, yeah it was him. i read again that post. it make me cringe so bad i wanted to throw my laptop. luckily i'm "matured" enough to think about the money i try to collect in the past month. working my as off. no off day. monday to friday office hour, night times fills with working out my body, zumba-ing... cos i obviously gained weight due to my working environment.

wait... wait.. wait... pause. i resigned from sushi king. and now working with another company, which is known as allwaysworld sdn bhd. i'm still new... an assistant to operation manager. i still have lots to learn to be a professional assistant. uhuuu... but yeah i'm still with chan. about 1 year. i remember those days when he giving me chances to love him, to take care of him while he still here; and that he said i have to let him go when it is time to do so. however... it is he the one who can't let go of me now. i did not take the chances to make him fall in love with me. i just love him like how my heart told me so. and bammm!!! one day he come to me and said i cannot leave you, please dont think of marrying another guy. we can work this out. we will fight the obstacle.

i was like are u serious? to my surprise he even show a fist when a colleague in the outlet (i'm working as part timer cashier in sushi king klcc on weekend) try to hit on me. u can hit on other girl but not her.. hihihi... at that moment if i was an anime, the blush and my background will be in pink color and there are heartsssss flying in the air. like a lot of hearts.

i hope this stay as long as we both breathing. i hope in the next year, i'll write on this blog with our official announcement. he is a nepali. but who cares. he is still a man. a lot of people trying to brainwashing me, but i know the best. i know it isn't easy. after all does marriage life with a local (malaysian) is easier?

that photo was taken on my way to kanchanaburi thailand. bright bright bright sky... /in love/